It's been awhile.

Well, it's been a good while since I have written a blog. I have been keeping busy, and maybe that is why I haven't written in so long. Also, I have been extremely tired, my homework gets the best of me, and when I'm not looking at a computer screen due to hw, I would rather not look at one at all. Well I guess I should try to update as best as possible.

Im in the process of going back to my natural color before baby gets here. I have gone 3 times so far, and this time when I go in on friday, will be my last time going :) It's almost there, I'm just happy to finally be done with my black hair.

A week or so ago, I went to sonic, backed out of the car stall and heard a loud scraping and scratching. Come to find, my front drivers side fender and bumper was all scratched and dented. There was a huge piece of rusted metal hanging off the pole that holds the menu, and It cost me $642.00 with tax to get it fixed. But I got my goldie locks back today, and she is as good as new!

I have decided to take the summer semester off for when baby jonathan comes. It will be easier. And if I am going to take time off, I better do it while the hubby is still away and we are getting extra pay, even though we really do not need the extra pay, it's just safer this way. Some people will look down on me for taking a break, but it is what I and Jonathan feel is best, and it keeps me from worrying about failing or something cause I know I will lose a lot of sleep. So I will resume college in the fall, which will start back up in Oct. It is better this way anyhow because for the last year, I have been doing hw constantly and it has felt like a full time job, and I am so ready for a break anyhow. With this time off I'll be focusing on taking care of my little ones and keeping them happy, healthy babies! There is nothing more important than that when baby jonathan comes. I'll need all the time in the world to dedicate to my kids, and I don't want to have too much on my plate. Just looking out for myself.

I am not sure if I have said this in previous posts or not, but Jonathan and I have decided, if he gets the granted leave, we will be paying for a ticket for him to come home for the birth. He will only get about 3 1/2 days, but that is so much better than nothing, granted he missed jaylea's birth as well. The military sure does mess with your life, but all you can do is accept it and move forward.

April 18th was jonathan and mine's two year wedding anniversary! So happy we made it another year, but we pry won't ever have a problem making it, as we have been together for 5 years this june, and we have been through a lot together :). We have always stuck together, and after 5 years, I am still so in love with him :).

Life is okay right now. However, time is slowing down. I'm 23 weeks today. I have 17 to go, or 16 if jon comes home and they induce me. Whichever way you look at it, I still have a little time left, and I just wish it would pick up a little more. Times have gotten tough, but jaylea and I are okay, and that is the most important. This deployment, for some odd reason, is much harder than the last... and he was in iraq and afghanistan the last deployment. But somehow, this one is harder. Not sure. I've been lost a few times already.

My Spring B session starts on sunday, I just finished my last final for Spring A session last night. So this is the last 8 weeks before I take the summer semester off. I have to say, I'm looking forward to a break, I really am.

But I think I have caughte everyone up enough... at least I am sure that I have. So I'm signing off!

Don't forget where your heart really lies, even if the one who it lies with, is millions of miles, and months away.